Taking Time Back

How did the week just fly right pass me? I can’t believe how fast last week went. It was here and then in a blink of an eye it was gone. March has littlerly gone by so fast, how is that even possible?

Well this last week I have had some time to really think while time felt like it was excaping me. Work has been supper busy but I have really enjoyed it but that’s not what I’m going to talk about this time. At the beginning of the week I was ready to for what the week had to offer me but little did I know what that was… I was not ready for this week to go so fast. I wanted to enjoy each day that I got but don’t get me wrong each day was great. I did my regular retuine that I do every day but something felt different this week.

This week I felt peace, determination, self love, hope and happiness. Yes, I have felt these all before but this time it was different. Normally I am set on a time, which means that I have to be in bed by this time or be doing this at this time and if there isnt time do what I want and be in bed at that time then I don’t do it. Well not this week… I broke that little bubble of having a set schedule. I was at peace with it because I got to take care of myself while not feeling guilty for it.

One thing about me is that I am very hard on myself and I will beat myself up if I believe or feel like I have “failed”, so being able to break that habbit of going off of time. I didn’t want time to own me so I decided that I wanted to own time. By that I mean I decided what I wanted to do and how long no matter what time it was insead of doing something because it was this time of the day. This created a happiness that brought so much self love because I created time for myself insead of time deciding when It was time for me do something for myself.

With this new week I am so excited to spend more time doing the things that I love and enjoy. Finishing an amazing book that I never feel like I can put down once I pick it up or getting a great workout in and not stressing about time. Here’s to an amazing week that is going to bring new life lessons and new adventures into our lives! Have a wonderfull week!

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