How is March already gone? I just can’t grasp it, it felt like March was here and then in an blink of an eye April’s here! One thing that I am really learning is that with each month that comes and goes is that what we do in each month has an impact on the next. At the beignning of each month the person that you are is a stronger version of yourself from the month before. I am not the same person that I was at the beginning of March.
I feel like my heart has grown if that’s even possible. March has been supper busy for me but I still made time to make sure that I slowed down to enjoy everyday and the events that were going on. My aittude was different than it was in Febuary which I am so grateful for! This month I really feel like God has open my eyes to so many things that I needed to see but before I share what those things are you need to understand the back ground of things so that they will make better since of things.
So in the beginning of August of 2018 I moved clear a cross the country to New York to be a nanny for this family. I was so excited for this next chapter in my life but I was living in a fairytail that this would be full of beutiful flowers that only the sun would shine. There would be no gloomy days or darkness. Oh boy, how did I stay a live this long with that type of thinking? Well the first four months were really hard, I wasn’t sure if I had made the righ chose to come here an nanny. I was not ready to go through what I was going through.
I have never felt so empty in my life. I have no family that lives close or any friends here. All I wanted was to enjoy my time and for work to go better. Well to make this story short and not drag it out, I went home for the holidays and when I came back the hard times only lasted for a few more week of being home sick. Well lets just say that things have gone amazing. Work has been wonderful, I don’t feel so alone anymore but thats becasue of God.
I don’t want to get all preachy or anything. So, with that background information these last past couple months have taught me so much about life and myself but this month was a different life lesson or should I say that I was able to see more. Even though I had a busy month I had some amazing times.
I just want to say how grateful I am for the people who have taken the time to reach out to me. These people really have helped me to see that God truly dose see what we need even if it takes time to get where we want to be. I know that this may seem crazy to some people maybe even selfish but I have taken this time to really find myself which I do believe that we all should do! Taking the time that I have this month to learn what I like and try new things has been an adventure.
Who knew that I could like so many different things! Creating new goals and adding new things to my New York bucket list! One of the things that I have really taken the time slow down and see are the beautiful flowers that are come up!! I love flowers, they just bring new life which I absolutly love. It’s this time of the year that I love to get outside and to see the beauty of the world. I’m not sure how to put what March has given me becuase the things that I have gained this month are in the heart. I love more, slow down more, and take the time to remember to live.
I know that April will bring many beautiful new memories. New life to the seeds that will be planted into my life, as well as many first things to come. I hope that you all had a wonderful month and that April bring sunshine into your life that will be filled with love!